Terrible Role Models

Good morning, what’s something I would attempt if you we’re guaranteed not to fail? Having biological children, and yes I said it. I would attempt to have my own children if I was guaranteed not to fail. Probably sounds terrible or like a joke, however it’s not. This is not taking away from being a stepparent, which I am truly grateful and thankful for. But if anyone is or has been in my shoes who can relate in a small capacity, like being the stepparent is like being the assistant coach of s sports team. Your there for everyone and everything, pickup from school, homework, sporting events, dropping them off at daycare, going on vacation, holidays… wrapping the gift, which god almighty I suck at , maybe I should have answered the question with that. 😂 So your there and always there through the blood, sweat, and tears and then the head coach or the real dad or mom visits and again and rightly so “head coach” gets final say or at least gets all the glory 😂 I am not bitter. I get it. Anyway I guess I am have always been scared shitless that I would be in that position and I would fail and then lose that opportunity.

Always been a afraid of failure, I do not know where it comes from, well a couple things but that’s a whole other topic that I’ll just keep pushing down so it never comes up!😂 Oh, maybe taking the ACT for college again, that would be nice not to bomb or “fail” on that one….man o man that was embarrassing.😳😂 Until next time, TRM.